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I Live Here Now

Season finale revealing the girls' disappearance and Guilty Remnant motives.

I Live Here Now

The second season of *The Leftovers* concludes with its tenth episode, “I Live Here Now,” which first aired on HBO on December 6, 2015. The episode was co-written by series creators Damon Lindelof and Tom Perrotta, and directed by executive producer Mimi Leder. It is the twentieth episode of the series overall.

The episode reveals what actually happened to the missing girls and clarifies the Guilty Remnant’s motivations. In a flashback, Evie and her friends begin a vow of silence as they drive to the lake, where they notice Kevin preparing to drown himself with a cinder block. Kevin jumps in, and the girls leave just before an earthquake begins. In the present, Michael finds Kevin alive in the woods, having been dead for eight hours. Kevin recalls seeing Evie on the night of the earthquake, and John confronts him after learning Kevin’s palm print is on the girls’ car. During an earthquake, Mary suddenly speaks, shocking Nora. Mary later confirms she woke up on their first night in Miracle and had sex with Matt, and learns she is pregnant. At the refugee camp, Meg rams a car and trailer through the barricades, claiming the trailer holds explosives. Evie and her friends emerge from the trailer, revealing they have joined the Guilty Remnant. John shoots Kevin dead after Kevin insists Evie faked her disappearance. John then learns Evie is alive and goes to the bridge, where Erika hugs an unresponsive Evie. The trailer is found empty, and as the countdown ends, GR members and refugees flood into Miracle. A woman steals Lily, but Nora shields her from the mob until Tom rescues them. Kevin wakes again in the afterlife, where a mystery man tells him he can only leave by singing karaoke. He performs “Homeward Bound” and wakes up in a hotel room, still with his gunshot wound. He then finds himself back in the animal shelter, reunites with his dog, and wanders through a chaotic Miracle. After treating his wound at Erika’s clinic, a tearful John finds him and tends to him. Kevin tells John he can come over if his home is empty. As another earthquake hits, Kevin enters his house to find Jill, Laurie, Matt, Mary, Tom, Lily, and Nora welcoming him home.

In production, the episode’s title was announced in November 2015, with Lindelof and Perrotta writing and Leder directing.

Episode
Season 2, Episode 10 (Episode 20 overall)
Writers
Damon Lindelof and Tom Perrotta
Director
Mimi Leder
Network
HBO
Original air date
December 6, 2015
Viewers (households)
0.991 million
18-49 rating share
0.5

Lore & Background

In the episode, the truth of the girls' disappearance is known, as well as the motives of the Guilty Remnant. A flashback shows Evie and her friends leaving for the lake, beginning their vow of silence, and noticing Kevin with a cinder block tied to his ankle. Kevin silently jumps into the lake to commit suicide, while the girls leave the scene. In the present day, Michael finds a resurrected Kevin in the woods, telling him he was dead for eight hours. John confronts Kevin after learning his palm print matched the girls' car. Kevin states that Evie faked her disappearance, which John refuses to believe, and John fatally shoots Kevin. Kevin later wakes up in the realm of the dead, where a mystery man tells him the only way to leave is by singing karaoke. Kevin sings "Homeward Bound" and wakes up in a hotel room, still with his gunshot wound. He then appears in the animal shelter, reunites with his dog, and ventures into Miracle.

Reader's Guide

The episode received critical acclaim, with critics praising the performances (particularly Justin Theroux), directing, writing, score, emotional tone and sense of closure. According to Nielsen Media Research, the episode was seen by an estimated 0.991 million household viewers and gained a 0.5 ratings share among adults aged 18–49, making it the most watched episode of the season. The review aggregator website Rotten Tomatoes reported a 100% approval rating with an average rating of 8.7/10 for the episode, based on 16 reviews. The site's consensus states: "'I Live Here Now' is a moving and satisfying finale to The Leftovers' excellent second season." The episode features a karaoke scene in which Justin Theroux, who played Kevin, sang "Homeward Bound" after the original planned song, "Like a Prayer" by Madonna, could not be licensed.

Did You Know?

Frequently Asked Questions

What is 'I Live Here Now' in The Leftovers?

It is the tenth and final episode of Season 2, functioning as the season's resolution to the central mystery. The episode first aired on HBO on December 6, 2015, and counts as the twentieth installment of the series overall.

What does 'I Live Here Now' reveal about the missing girls?

A flashback sequence shows Evie and her friends taking a vow of silence before driving to a lake. There they find Kevin preparing to drown himself with a cinder block, and he jumps into the water as part of their ritual.

Who wrote and directed 'I Live Here Now'?

The episode was co-written by the show's creators, Damon Lindelof and Tom Perrotta. Executive producer Mimi Leder took the director's chair for this installment.

Why is 'I Live Here Now' important to the overall story?

It delivers the definitive explanation for what truly happened to the missing children, a question that has driven the plot since Season 1. It also clarifies the Guilty Remnant's deeper motivations behind their silence and grief.

How did 'I Live Here Now' perform in ratings?

The episode drew roughly 0.991 million households when it aired on HBO. As the Season 2 finale, it capped off that season's run and set up the narrative threads carried into Season 3.

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